You think that’d be an easy thing to accomplish in life with someone. It’s not. Today I realized that we all want the same thing, but our paths toward love (and to maintain it) can be:
Some songs just keep waking up things in your psyche that you think can put to bed. And maybe the point is that they’re waking up things that I’m prepared to revisit and tackle head first.
This week has been rough. It’s been one of those where the tide has gone out and I just feel like I’m never going to get ahead or be where I’m supposed to be. That no matter what I do, I can’t seem to just make it. I have the sense to realize that the tide does return and it’s all ebb & flow.
I also realize that much of it is up to me and under my control and that I need to walk away from my historical patterns to come into a new space. Putting plans together on paper and physically signing them so as to break no more promises to myself.
And for me, it isn’t over yet…
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Weird when some songs just return to you when you need them. There hasn’t been a day that’s gone by where I don’t think about him. Miss him. Want to call him. Want to send a letter.
But I know that this space is crucial for everyone. If it’s meant to be, it’ll be. And if it’s not, then I’m still thrilled for the opportunity to feel the way I felt.
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The Real Housewives of Atlanta have returned to our televisions and I’m happy as a lark. And thank gawd for T. Kyle’s fantastic gifs over at Realitytvgifs. And wouldn’t you know that I used this gif in a work blog article that then got published (gif & all) on AOL’s jobs site. As Laura said, “I love that you have a job where you can continue to reference Real Housewives.”
There will never be a job where I will not tie in the Real Housewives franchises into my professional world.
Hi Haters, indeed.